Lead Me To The Light.

 feel like complete shit!. like beyond crap. im becoming more of an loner day and day, like i don’t show it all but most of the times i just want to lock myself in my room and just not come out. preferably just stay in my bed until i never wake up -__-. like how much can life suck? wait wrong question, cause i sure as hell know it can suck way more than this. and NO im not complaining, just stating the obvious in my life, cause i still know there’s people that are way far worse than me. i need some one to push me. give me a bad influence? ha, rebel agaisnt’t everyone. but i guess i matured, since i feel that’s no way to act now. Fuck im 18, im supposed to be living life and not giving  fuck.