January 2012
4 posts
June 2010
2 posts
Today I finally got the strength to go see a therapist. But nothing went as planned which makes me feel even suckier, and even more depressed. I wasn’t even planning on going anymore when I woke up, I was tired and lately I don’t get tired till 3am or even later which fucks up my ‘all I want to do is sleep’ shit. Anyways, I leave me house around 230 but i had to wait...
Yesterday
Was soooo funny haha. I hanged out with my bbffee Alex and ma nigga Ronni *Ron Dolla$* haha and it was so cool. Let’s see I was beyond hungry, and me and Ronni were waiting for Alex to come out of the supermarket, and Ron is like “I’ve known you for a year, and I never noticed how big your boobs are”, I was like seriously Ron?! lol. Anywhos, we walked to Harding Park,...
May 2010
12 posts
Sex, Drugs, & RocknRoll
I’m your worn-in leather jacket
I’m the volume in your fucked-up teenage band
A pack of smokes and a 6-pack
I’m the dreams you had walking down the railroad tracks
You and me
I’m your first taste of romance
I’m your first broken heart on a saturday night
Girl’s like us ain’t got no chance
But i’m the thing that keeps you and me alive
But not forever
So take me down the road
Take me to the show
It’s something to believe in
That no one else knows
But don’t take me for granted
“I wear my heart upon my sleeve”
feel like complete shit!. like beyond crap. im becoming more of an loner day and day, like i don’t show it all but most of the times i just want to lock myself in my room and just not come out. preferably just stay in my bed until i never wake up -__-. like how much can life suck? wait wrong question, cause i sure as hell know it can suck way more than this. and NO im not complaining, just...
you know you don’t have a life, when you’re tumblr’ing and dreaming of a life you wish you had, while you’re depressed and have nothing else to do. and what a surprise, i just described myself. shit. i really don’t have a life. is like im a waste of human composure. like someone else could have taken my place, and actually would’ve had a life.
swiinee
Juan: lol
Juan: why you hate hicks
Me: cus they fucking stupid
Juan: what they did
Me: i was on the bus. quiet cool sitting with my friend jenn.
Me: and then all you see is this wholee group of odee dominicans like not the ones born here lol
Me: like the ones who only speak spanish and shit and mad loud in the back of the bus were i was at lol.
Me: and its like they’re talking and screaming and saying “oh ah oh ah” like wtf? lmao
Me: so it proved why i hate dominican hicks. like just go back to d.r no wait they don’t even act like that over there. just let them all die. that’ll be much better -___-
Juan: lmaoooooooooo
Me: thats beast right?
Juan: lmaoo
Juan: your mean
Juan: lol
Me: well life’s meaner than me
Juan: your something else
Me: something like?
Juan: special
Me: im special special speciaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal
Me: rofl
Juan: lmaoo
Juan: =]
Me: im retarded lol
Juan: no your just interesting
Me: great even better. especially with my pathetic life
Juan: lol
Juan: who said your life is patherhtic
Me: your little bird just flew over. told me what you really were thinking. he just told me the horrible news.
Juan: fuck that bird it hasthe swine flu so its delusional
Me: rofl.
Me: he just told me he got it from you
Juan: lol
“Why Do We Let In Such Easy Damage?”
– Nick
I'm a proud liar
I think I have huge mental issues. I might even be bipolar O.o. I want like a gallion of things, and when I look at it I really don’t get anything I want unless im like lucky or I have $$ to buy it or whatever. So anywho, ya know what else sucks? my love life! lmao. shit doesn’t even deserve to be called a love life, it’s not even a category of life in my so called “life”. I’ve became quite a...
Im illegal you’re illegal too.
Screw the man screw the man I wanna screw that mannn. =D
The motherfucking Jerk Off’s from the best movayy ever. i wish they were a real band, i think i’ll be the ultimate groupie ever even if they were an actual gay band. i’ll even learn how to play the drums and be their drummer. i haven’t even finished watching the movie, i think i should see it now. straight from the...
So
I decided to make a new tumblr, and start off from scratch. without following anyone except certain blogs. Im actually going to repost some of my earlier stuff, I used to blog better before and i miss it. So yeah
Maybe we’re sealed in silence And maybe we feel a guidance Maybe your own devices Will keep you afraid and cold
^__^
Yesterday marked the last official day of me returning back to school until the fall semester. I finished last week, but my finals were on monday and tuesday and yesterday hands down was the best day ever. As soon as I finished my last final, which was easy as fuck, I had the best feeling ever. Words can’t even explain it, knowing I have a 3 month vacation to look forward make me a really...